Another year of holidays without you.....
It is Oct 30th...the day it really hit that the 2014 holiday season is beginning. Another year you are not going to be with us; year #2. What they say about year #2 being harder than year 1 is much harder. Knowing this, I am expecting hell through the next few months. At thanksgiving seeing the cheesecake will be the hardest as this is your favorite. I am expecting tears for this moment. Shopping at Christmas will bring a flood of emotions; joy, tears, pain, and tons.of memories. Shopping for everyone but you is the worst. I cried through it last year. All this so painful....but yet I still have to put on a happy face for the girls and try to laugh and try to learn to enjoy the hidays without you . This all seems impossible...