So this is life without you. I still have not found my new normal nor am I sure I want to. Life has been rough without you, with all rhe added stressors like Holly dying, Lexi's mental state (which is very serious), and dad's health just to name a few. Missing you today as bad now as the day you left us. When will it start to get just a bit easier....not fixed.....just a bit easier. Losing you was devastating. ....something that makes a mark in life; like now everything is now either before or after Trent died (how I hate the D word)...Tell me how to move forward.....im stuck.